Day 15-The one who broke your heart the hardest..

Hey You,

Wow first off you know what you did and why I'm mad..It was your mistake and yours only. What you did hurt me and Magen greatly and we can't forgive you for what you did..WELL God will take care of what happened...But your still not forgiven

Jenny

Day 14- Someone Who Pesters Your Mind.

Well, I normally never let anyone pester my mind that much. I tell the truth if your bothering me or if something in general is bothering me..The person pestering my mind at the moment is Nicholas Alen Bauer.

Nick,
Where do I start. Well, first off you used my biggest insecurity against me thanks alot jerk. Second I wanna know what made you do what you did. Was it the fact that you just thought you'd get by with it. Because Nick honestly you hurt two girls very deeply. I've forgiven you for it, because I'm a christian and thats the right thing. I wont ever be able to trust you though. Well thats all I'm sayin..Have a great life.

Jenny

Day 13-The person that you wish you could be.

Dear Me,
Its been along time since I thought of who I wanted to be..I've always hoped that I was the greatest friend, respectful, and always honest.Well I learned recently that every now and again stuff doesn't exactly go the way you plan. The people you never thought that you would hurt. I hurt and all because of a huge misunderstanding..So I guess what I should say. Is I hope that they forgive me. I was dumb and I let something get the best of me that shouldn't ever had...

Love,
Jenny

Day 12- Someone Not in your State.

Well I have quiet a few people not in my state that I could talk to, but the one I'm going to right to is Magen Hager.

Magen,

Hey chicka I owe you the biggest apology.. I swear I did not know that he was still in love..I'm going to say this. I never made him think what you are claiming. He kinda assumed that. Well I'm glad that you understand. Oh and girly we for sure have to hang in a few weeks.

Love ya,
Jenny

Day 11-The person you miss The Most.

Well out of everyone that I could possibly miss in this world, the person I miss the most is a deceased family friend Ricky who is gone but not forgotten.

Ricky,

I knows its been 2 years since I've seen your face or heard your laugh, but your still in my heart buddy. I find myself often wishing you were here telling me a story, helping me work on a car, watching me race, or in general just here. Your death came as the biggest shock in the world to me, and Uil wasn't fun like I promised you it would be. That was because we went to eat at cc's Pizza shortly after day one and in the Restraunt to Cowboys' were talking about a Waggnor cowboy being killed..Rick I remember sitting there shaking going I hope its not one that I know. I got home and mom told me in the car before we got back to the house that you'd passed away..Rick I broke down, and to this day remember sitting on my bed and letting the tears flow. You'd always been there for me and I didn't know what I was going to do without you. Well you know what two years later, I can say my first mower race when I had a little slip up I felt someone push my shoulders back down, I to this day think it was the angel of you watching over me. I know that even though your not here in presense. You are here in my heart telling me never forget who I am, that being the little girl that loves cars, and proving the boys wrong..I miss you Ricky..Rest in Piece.

Love always ,
Baby Sis

Day 10-Someone you've drifted away from

Well I hate to say it but the person that I'VE drifted away from is my oldest brother Tyler.

Bubba,

I know there is so much that is going on in your head.I just want to say that I miss you..Please get away from the situation your in. I'll help anyway hat I can Bubba..Just please let me help..Your going to screw up all your dreams .I'm living mine so please don't screw yours up.

Love ya.
Jenny

Day 9- A deceased Person you wish you could talk to

Wow over my life there have been so many people that have passed away that I wish I could talk to, and explain how everything is going and how lifes been. There isn't a day honestly that goes by that I don't wish I had a phone to heaven so I could talk to them. These people are my Mima, Pipa, Uncle Blackie, Johnny , Jackie, and Little Rick..I miss all you guys.

Dear Mima,

Hi how have you been...Miss you alot. I have so much to tell you, but I think you already know alot of it. I had blast at my senior prom. I had the perfect dress, and the perfect jewelry, your pearls. I graduated in the top ten of my class like you said I always would. I'm going to Berea College, 17 hours away from home. At this point in time I really need you here. I'm sure that you would be the one calling daddy and calming him down, as his baby girl leaves. I want to say thanks so much for believing in me, and I wish you were here to see the women I have become..Miss you, love you..wish I could give you a hugs

Love
Jenny

Dear Pipaw..

Um I thought if I could talk to you it would be easy well its not. Are you still having those Jenny fits. I have great news for you though. I'm going to Ky for college and gonna take a visit to Franks Lodge, if you remember that. I also went fishing the other day. And guess what I'm not a jinks anymore I've gone fishing 4 or 5 times and have actually caught fish not turtles. I guess being your granddaughter has come in handy. Love you bunches and miss you every day.

Love,
Jenny

Uncle Blackie,

The thing I want to tell you is that realistically I miss you. I owe it too you for how far I have gotten. My love of Science had to come from you. I hope you know that I was a NASA aerospace scholar and my intended major is Biology in your honor. Thanks for everything love and Miss you.

Love,
Jenny

Dear Johnny,

As I sit here writing this I'm nearly in tears as I remember all the great times that we have had together. From riding in the kushman to silver fox snowcones...I've wanted to tell you that about 2 years ago I got into the craziest sport possible mower racing. I wish you could see how great it was...Twenty five to Fifty miles per hour on a mower is a blast..I know your thinking I don't think so baby girl..But Johnny your sunshine, has had a great 2 years.

Love ya
Jenny

Jackie,
Were do I start with well thanks for you for getting me into motors and all that stuff. Because I got into the craziest sport ever mower racing. Jackie I miss you with all my heart , because my mower needs a muffler system..lol. Well I'm going to college in Biology, to find a cure for cancer. That was kinda influenced by you..Well Love ya buddy.

love always,
Jenny

Dear Rick,

This is the hardest thing in the world for me to do..You left this world way to quick, and your death came as an utter shock to me...I don't know why it happened other than it was Gods plan for you. I can say that as I'm heading off to college there are times I really wish my Bubba was here. When I started packing up my room I found the set of Mardi Gras Beads you gave me the Cruise Night before you passed away. I broke down honestly, I'm not sure if it was from giggles or what from remember your face going ,....''Oh not you don't girly heres your set DONT You do that.'' Or maybe it was the giggles from remembering my only trip to the club before you passed away. I know that you were always there for me and I honestly believe right now that your flying over my head telling me don't..Every Night I wish on a star that you see me and the girl I've become..

lOVE YOU
Jenny

P.s. Bubba I've been racing mowers can you say fun.

Day 8- Someone you don't Talk to as much as you want to.

I have quiet a few peopel that I don't talk to as often as I should. The one person that really sticks out though is my Aunt She.

Dear Aunt She,
Wow were do I start. Thank you for being behind me as I chose a path life. I know that from the time I was little I could always count on you. Be it for Jellybeans and a nickname that stuck with me for 18 years or so. I also think that somewhere or another that you knew exactly why I chose my current parth, and I appreciate the fact that you kept the parents from making me reconsider.Well love you and I'm coming to visit soon.

Your Jellybean,
Jenny Sue

Childhood Memories.

So I have decided to make a note about some of those hilarious memories of my childhood.

Number 1- Memory number one is my most cherished memories probably, it involves my oldest brother Momo and a fishing trip gone horribly wrong. One January about the age of five, Mowmow took me fishing with him. It was a fun trip, the fish seemed to be biting, or atleast on his pole they did. Well sometime during the course of the trip I decided that I had to pee. Mowmow since the fish were biting wasnt' really willing to go home, so he tells me to hang it off the dock and let loose, well he wiggled the dock or something and I fell into the freezing cold lake. He got me out of the water and ran me home, the whole time I was screaming i want my momma momma momma..I want my momma momma momma. I can only imagine how big of a pain in the ass I am to him. But he best know that I do love him.

Number 2- This memory involves both of my older brothers, and a little thing called snipe hunting. My brothers one day at the age of 5 convinced me that they were taking me snipe hunting. Well lets just say that this was a brothers way to be mean. Chaz and Tyler, took me into the woods. Made me stand on a rock, gave me a plastic bag, and taught me the snipe call. ''Here Snipe.'' Well, the boys would then go hide in the bushes, and let me stand there looking stupid for about 30 minutes..Then would run at me to scare me, and go what you didn't catch any..Needless to say it took about 8 more years til I realized that they weren't really real. Wow, the things that my brothers did to me.

Number 3- Involves my Aunt She and a visit to my Mimaw and Pipaws for one Christmas. Aunt She brought me a purple sweat suit, and I was playing in the Nativity scene that my grandpa always put up. Well my Aunt Came out and saw me in the new sweatsuit playing in hay. Needless to say she threatened to whoop my but. The one and only time that she ever has...I think 15 years later she would still do it If i needed her too. Love you Aunt She.

Number 4- This memory is one that was recently brought back up after a fishing trip. During the fishin trip I caught a fish. Normally I never catch the fish I catch turtles. Which brings us to the Memory. Years ago I went fishing with my Pipaw at his cabin, we went fishing at the lake. The first time I throw in my hook he goes ''Don't you catch that turtle.'' Well, I caught that turtle and he showed me how to take care of them, and we ended up catching about 14 more that summer. Sometimes I wonder if hes up there fishing at a turtle free lake..lol

Number 5- Also has to do with Pipaw, but it also involves my Mimaw too. When I was little I didn't like the outside of oreo cookies. I only wanted the inside. Well Pipaw told me too lick the cream out of them and put them back in the cookie Jar. Well Mimaw, caught on and got supper mad. Aww that still makes me smile Anytime I get oreos or anything like that I lick the center out then eat the cookie.

Number 6- Is of Mimaw herself. I rememeber going to her house every year before Christmas and helping set up the Christmas Village, and take it down on my birthday every year, and the nativity scene. It had been years since I set up the village with her, but we did this year for my last year home for Christmas and let me tell you. Somehow, it was like she was there making sure I didn't screw up as I put it out.

Number 7- Involves all my family and a lake Kemp Party- Hmm what to say about that one other than Good music, Good drinks, Dancing with waggnor cowboys, and well we wil just let that one ride.

Number 8- Next memory involves my Granddad on my Moms side. Any time I go to church with them or anywhere Granddad buys the Green Wrigleys and trys to argur that there is a difference between it and the White. Thats one argument I hope never ends. Also on this one I will add this is the Grandad that calls me Kelly Bundy. This is because of how I act sometimes.

Number 9- I'm going to say is riding in the Bee for cruise night and Jackie Burke kicking his own grandkids out so I could Ride. That also was the first year that I got to hang out with Melinda my cousin.

Number 10- Is probably the hardest to talk about but one of the best. All I really can say about this one is Johnny Dennis- Silver fox snowcones and grape ones.

Number 11- This memory involves a cruise night. The one before my tentch grade year to be exact. Normally i would have been at the snocone stand, but Johnnny had died. So we spent cruise night at Ricky's one of my dads friends shop. Well, there were alot of people there, we made burgers, watched old cars pass by, and just hung out. Sometime during the night my brother and some other guys started throwing Mardi Gras Beads. Well, Ricky beign the guy that he was..''Like an older bro'' Gave me my set. So that I would not flash any guy, so he wouldn't have to beat anyone.'' I still have that set of beads, and you know that is something tht I wont' ever forget.

Number 12- We were all at the Cotton Boll to hear my brother Tyler sing. Well I was dancing with Fred on the floor when Frankie the bouncer made a comment about me. Right behind my dad and Ricky. They ended up puting the bouncer on the table. Needless to say that I am protected and guess I will always bee.

Number 13- Involves my little cousin Dally. Our Grandparent took us out to eat, well Dally spilt drink all over me. Needless to say I was mad but thats what life is like with little cousin. Love ya Dally.

Number 14- Next in line. Would have to be my Aunt Stinky and her house shoes for Christmas every years. I think the list includes- Bunnies, catipillars, monkey's monkey toes..

Number 15- Gabby the cousin- there is lots I can say when it comes to you but lets go with this my favorite memories of you are the ones that you were always here when I needed you, and you telling me not to cry at Mimaws funeral.

Number 16-Bethann my favorite memory of you is one of the first times I got to meet you, you cme in for Thanksgiving, and i couldn't get over the fact that you were another graddaughter in my Pipaws life.

Number 17- Aunt Kay- My one memory of you is the fact that you always brought your puppies with you too mimaw and pipas, and you made my daddy eat Pea salad one time..lol

Number 18- Is a memory that is all my own and its the first mower race I was supposed to race. I worked so hard on my mower, but when we got to the track it wouldn't start. so I raced a stock huffy and won my first trophy ever.

Number 19- Involves Mower racing but in good way. April 24, 2010. I went to the races at our local speedways to Meet Larry Benning, Jon Lewman, and Jon's Son Jeff. Well, I had talk to these guys for months on Heymow.com a website for mower racers, and had gotten alot of racign advice from them. Well, that day I got to meet them and let me tell you I was in for the biggest surprise of my life. Larry, and Jon were both amazing, and great racers. They were really great guys and like heros to me when it comes to mower racing. Jeff however, that little dude was just weird. If your trying to impress a girl that likes mower racing, I would not talk about Charactitures that you draw...but that was a great exprecience and meeting Bear and Rooster is one that I want ever forget.Can't wait to hang with you guys at the all American.

Number 20- Is Simple May 28, 2010 I graduated and had my friends and Family there..Momma, Daddy, Momo paige, Heather, Kylie , Gabby Eric, Mimi Granddad, Stinky..Thanks for being there..Love ya.

Day Seven- Someone You'd Like to Meet.

Wow I've never really thought about who I want to meet.Because I already have great people in my life. But if I had a choice I'd say I'd like to meet my hero Mr. George Herrin.

Dear George,
Hi how are you. I'm Jenny, but you already know that. I just want to say thank you for all that you have done for me in the sport of mower racing. God knows, if it wasn't for the advice or a couple of you mower racers i'd never have gotten to race. Well , I can't wait to meet you in November. Your my hero and always will be.

Love
Jenny.

P.S. I finally figured out why they call you super man, you come in and save a girls racing dreams when some have said it would never be..Love ya buddy.

Day 6- An Internet Friend

Internet Friend,

I have a few internet friends so I'll talk to my favorite two Don gienger and Larry Benning.

Don,

I hope you know that I'm here for you no matter what buddy. You helped me thru my hardest choices..and as your life gets hectic remember I'm here or you. Also you really need to come up with some new yummo recipes.

Love,
Jenn

Larry,

You my friend are like a hero, Its been way too long since we hung out. I do want to say thanks for everything..Have a great summer.

Love
Jenny

Day 5- A stranger

Dear Stranger,

I classify a stranger as someone that I haven't met yet. But intend to..To all my mower racing strangers. I'll see you guys at the all american this year. To all my college strangers guys get ready to have an awesome year. Can't wait to meet ya'll.

Jenny

Day Four- Your Dreams

Dear Dreams,

I think by now every one knows when it comes to you and me what you are. Its the drive to become a doctor, a mom, and have a great life. For over 10 years its been the same dream that has driven my life. So dreams don't let me fail now.

Your Friend,
Jenny

Day Three Your Parents

Momma and Daddy,

First off lets say that I love you guys and all that you have put up with from me over the past 18 years. I know that I haven't been the best kid at times, but I want to say thanks for always being there and supporting me in everything that I have done. I know that you guys are upset that I'm going 17 hours away. Momma, Daddy, you guys raised me right. I know that I need to keep faith, that I am strong independent young girl, and no matter where I go in life from here I can count on you guys to support me. Ya'll taught me respect, and how to act. Its tiem for me to go and be my own person.

LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER,
Jenny

P.S. Momma don't be too hard on Bobby he'll come around I think.

Day 2 - Your Crush

Crush-
You probably know me,but not like i want you to. I have liked you since that first day, we taled and found out we both plan on going to the same college. But if you don't know who you are think of it this way, I'm probably not going to admit it to you, because my first year of college mindset is supposed to be of all work and no play. But, crush if given the chance i do want to become you friend because in all truthfulness you are my complete other half, just from your work ethic, your beliefs, and so forth. Oh and don't forget the whole same allergy bit, but we wont go there. Well Have a nice life..and know I would so date you if given the chance.

Day 1- Your Best Friend

I have quiet a few ''close friends'', but I've always heard the saying that you should only have 3 best friends. So here's my three.

Amy Marie Picklesimer- Wow what is there to say about you, we met our kindergarten year of school, and at first we werent' friends. I remember having fights with you because one time you threw rocks at me, and then you were always over achieving when it came to reading. Well then Ariel Jennelle Brundeje moved in and somehow she brought us together in like 2nd grade and we've been friends ever since. Yes there was the tme in Fourth Grade we didn't talk for like a whole month, but I think we outgrew that pretty quick. Well that was til 8th grade and Toni came into our lives. That my friend was one of the worse years of our lives. We argued like Cats and Dogs. But we got over that, and have spent the past four years as good friends. Amy, I know I don't talk to you as much as I should but I love ya girly, and your so going to be my Maid of Honor one of these days when I get married.

Tasha Rose Patterson- Girly you are like a sister. We've been together and good friends since my seventh grade year in school. We have been into the same thing, and we have helped each other out in many different areas. I know I haven't seen you in two years but Tasha your still my best friend, and without you I know my life would have been in turmoil many times over the past 4 years. Without you i'd never have chosen my college or anything like that. I love and miss ya sister, hope to see you soon. And I best be invited to the wedding when you and John get married.

Carrie Ann Howe- Ok I know this is probably going to surprise you but I've always thought you were really cool. I met you in Like first grade, and you got me in trouble because of Tyler Freaking Kinnibrugh. I didn't become friends with you til your freshmen year, but I'm going to say now that I'm glad I did you are a really great friend, and I appreciate all that you do for me. From getting into Literary Criticism Walking around the mall for hours tryin to find a pair of shorts that wasn't going to get me into to much trouble, and mostly letting me talk my problems out because those have really been insane over the past 2 years. Without you I probably would have been driven to some extremes that I didn't need to be.Oh and prom this year wasn't bad, but it wasnt' that great. and thanks for letting me tak mower racing. I love ya Carrie, and glad your my friend stay in touch.

To all three of you, IN some way you have touched my life and thats so amazing. I love you guys and expect to keep in touch because thats my biggest thing.

A game

My college friend Kate Newille decided to do this little game where each day you wrote to a different thing for 24 days, and eventually see what you yourself are. I thought I would do that.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your dreams

Day 5 — A stranger

Day 6 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 7 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 8 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 9 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 10 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 11 — The person you miss the most

Day 12 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 13 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 14 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 15 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 16 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 17 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 18 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 19 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 20 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 21 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 22 — Someone that changed your life

Day 23 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 24 — Your reflection in the mirror

Keeping Faith- College is stressful already.

Well guys I'm graduated, it doesn't get much better than that. Ok so here goes I know right now as I'm packing for college there is so much going through my mind. Am I ready to leave home. I think I am, but I'm far away from my parents. Wow did I really have all these childhood memories. Yes, but i'm ready to make more. And most of all, will i keep my values that my parents worked so hard to instil. I know this is probably the biggest thing that is running through my mind. This whole getting ready for college thing is getting better though, I'm bringing up stuff that I haven't seen in years, and that is probably the hardest thing ever. Sorting stuff out, I found stuff that belonged to my grandparents, and friends that have passed. Honestly, that was sad how in my mind, could i keep this stuff for so many years. I guess its this simple though life gives you people and takes them when you don't need them anymore...and as long as that happens.I know life will go great.